A new day

Life is better now i got a new computer so im slowly easing back into things. I lost Sadi my little man in May of 2015, it was like losing a child and very depressing. I still cant think of him without tearing up. I've come back into SL and had my faith in humanity restored. People have been so nice and supportive. I'm currently participating in open mics and some bookings which i have advertised on Facebook and in world. It had been awhile since i had sang and i didnt want to rush in and sound horrible plus i wasnt sure this computer could run SL let alone allow me to perform (it is $300 puter). I needed to have confidence in myself and my equipment. So i didnt make a huge announcement when i first came in but things seem to be working well so im optimistic. Not really sure what the future holds but im a survivor, i plan to stick around so i hope to see more of everyone, huge hugs to you all !

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I'm Frustrated

I can't currently get any of my games to connect to the Internet. I'm working on fixing that. Also I've discovered I have not lost the hackers that were affecting me in 2011 since then and possibly before I have had a domain controlled virtual management accessing and controlling my computer. What this means is that they have cut off my online access in the past, access any accounts I'm logged into, delete what they choose and spy on everything I do. Because of this I can't guarantee that if their upset with me or having a bad day that they won't crash my avie and cut off my online access halfway through my gig. That they won't delete messages from people before I received them etc. Or cut my online access all together as is happening with my gaming. They remote in and do whatever they wish. I love performing and want to continue but I didn't think It was fair  for all of you not to be aware of what I'm facing. If venues want to take the risk on me I will happily perform as much as I am able. If they don't I understand that too even though it would sadden me. I have changed all booking $L to compensate. I have done all I currently can to rectify this but have been unsuccessful. Regardless I want a life and have nothing to hide so I will continue my activities normally  as much as possible. huge hugs everyone.