Im not even sure whoes listening anymore but for those of you who have stuck with me thu all the bad that has happened i thank you. I took a yr away from second life when i was being hacked really bad. I did it to protect my fans from the hackers. I apologise if anyone feels i abandoned them it was not my intention. I found when i came back there were many that were upset with me which i found frustrating.
Im a cancer i revert to my shell for protection. I also have a leo rising and taurus moon. I feel that people dont really understand me because of it. When im in the zone i can be very gregarious, outspoken and entertaining ty Leo. My cancer side can be insecure and self concious sadly which has effected how im performing now. I have lost some supporters because of it which hurt me deeply. I also came to realize that people were laughing at me not with me as i had originally thought and the theives stealing from us would take what i talked about so i stopped talking during sets. This saddens me cause now i feel hesitent to express myself fully.
Only when i feel at ease and accepted can i express myself fully anymore but im gonna try with future posts.
